I Gotta Be Me

It's been a long time again since I've written anything. I have the usual excuses...busy, work, kids, the normal craziness. As I was finishing up work for the evening (yes...I have been tied to my computer at all waking hours these days) I just started thinking that even on a "not s great, super chaotic, I don't love this Monday, type of day, that when it really comes down to it...I am pretty lucky.

I'm lucky because I choose this life. With all it's chaois and craziness...it is mine. It defines me.

I think that sometimes when I try and hold myself to the standards of others, I forget how lucky I am.

So I'm gonna try not to do that...and just be me.